| ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh snaps!
Someone finally understood and cared enough about my feelings to do the right thing.....
:) yay!
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| I hate waitng for people to call.
Especially special people.....
Gosh, I cant wait until the 18th.
Going to bed.
Good night, all.
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| okay. So yesterday was absolutely amazing.
:) he he he he.
didnt get to bed until 7:30 this morning. Im tired.
I have a secret. Its a good
secret. But I will wait until the right time to let everyone know.
Right now I just want to take it all in.
I cant believe it! I never thought it would have happend!!
only two people in this world know what I am talking about.
:)
edit******
its not what you think!!!
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| the butterflies. I got them again.
:)
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| Sometimes I swear I make the smallest things into such HUGE CONTEMPLATION.
Should I go work out?
Or should I take a nap and be lazy?
Im not sure. Instead of course I am updating. Yay for me.
I think I am getting fat while
everyone else says I am getting skinny. Yeah right. How is that
possible when I havent worked out in like a week, and I have been
eating like crap lately? Why do people try to spare my feelings? How
about telling me the truth? Is that too much to ask?
Okay so maybe Im not geting fat, but my butts getting bigger. I SWEAR. to some of you that may be a good thing.
well, I was supposed to go home
tonight. but of course I OVER CONTEMPLATED that, and came to the
decesion that I might not go until Saturday. All i know is that I need
to be back by monday at 4pm so everything needs to work around that.
Im hoping that someone will come
visit me tomorrow, but I really shouldnt get my hopes up. Besides the
18th will be here SOON ENOUGH.
or maybe not soon enough.
So although I encountered
butterflies last night, I am also very scared. I dont want to get
hurt....but if it happens its something i will just have to deal with.
I noticed also, that when ever
someone would mention his name (okay not everyone. Greg in particular)
I would smile. And when I would say his name..I would also smile.
I find that extremily interesting :)
so I made the decesion. If I want
to be lazy, i should at least wait until I am done working out. At
least then I have a reason to be lazy.
****so, a question for everyone.
And I would like some answers, please. How do you know when talking is
going to be something more? How do you know that he feels the same
way..that he wants more than just talking?
Im not saying thats what I want,
but I should throw the question out there. The way my butterflies have
been forming I dont know how I am going to feel in a couple days.
a couple hours...
or even a couple seconds.
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